1st off, YOU HAVE GOD AND IT WILL GET BETTER, 2nd, go to your local dhs office and tell them you need help with your utilities, and get what they have to offer, you can go to churches to get food, toliet paper,etc..., some,like the chathloic charities and baptist churches sometimes help with your utilities, and so does ghospel rescue missions,and salvation army,they also help with clothes and furniture,bedding,etc.....the check and see if you have a neigbor helping neighbor foundation, someplace where denist and or doctors "GIVE" free medical help and advice, they cant do x rays, or anything you would need a hospital for, but they can help with glasses,teeth,medicans, free,and it's at least once a month to once a week, depending where you live. ASK PEOPLE, ASK DHS, ASK CHURCHES, THE MAIN THING TO REMEMBER IS " ASK" that's the only way your going to learn, also, find a church that reads from the 'KING JAMES VERSION BIBLE' and pay tiths,even if its a penny,and it will open doors for GOD TO BLESS YOU, give it to GOD and he will help you in everything you need.GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS. also, if you cant get help there, you might want to consider moving to a place where you can, California has medical,dental and glasses they pay for on their medicaid cards, and so does Missouri, and at the DHS, TELL THEM YOU WANT TO FILE FOR A TITLE 19,thats what they use to call it, THAT'S WHERE YOU CAN GET A MEDICAL,DENTAL,GLASSES EMERGANCY CARD GOOD FOR ONE MONTH TO DO ALL YOU CAN, THEY WILL PAY FOR IT. good luck in all you do.